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"For the love of Mashiach controls us, having concluded this, that one died for all, therefore all died; and He died for all, that they who live should no longer live for themselves, but for Him who died and rose again on their behalf" (2 Corinthians 5:14-15).

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The
Letters:

# 1.  Faith,
Discipleship &
Spiritual
Warfare.

# 2.  Prayer,
Judgmentalism
& Forgiveness.

# 3. The
Ekklesia
(Church) -vs-
Religion.

# 4. Elohim,
His Love &
His Discipline.

# 5.  Spiritual
Gifts, Humility
& Elohim's
Power.

# 6.  The
Ruach ha Qodesh
and Elohim's
Word.

# 7.
Reconciliation
& Sin - The
curse and our
need.

# 8.
Reconciliation
& Sin - The
consequence
of the curse.

# 9.
Reconciliation
& Sin - Sin's
cure.

#10.
Reconciliation
& Sin - Our
Choice.

#11.
Discipleship.

#12.
Works of Faith.

#13. The
Gifts of the
Ruach ha Qodesh
- and a Test.

#14.
The Sign Gifts.

#15.  The
Support Gifts.

#16. The
Service Gifts.

#17.  Living
as Disciples.

#18.
The Snatching
(Rapture) &
Tribulation.

#19.
Prophesy & a
Closing.

#20.
Beware the
false prophets
and teachers.

#21.
The Signs
of Messiah's
Return.

#22. Oneness
& The Trinity.
and the Names
of Elohim
!

#23.
Understanding
Righteousness,
While
Acknowledging
The enemy.

 

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Letter 17 - Living As Disciples.

My Dearest Mathetes;

Your latest letter was an inspiration, my friend, and I am delighted to hear of your work for our Messiah.  I am also delighted that my past letters have proven useful to your teaching ministry, and that you are reaching others for Elohim's glory.  The Zeteo (seeker) process is increasing for many souls, as you now know, and it is my fervent prayer that these messages might somehow quicken the search.

Surely, however, you must recognize your own growth over the years. Personally, I cannot even begin to express my pride in your accomplishments. Continue your efforts, my friend, and continue in your prayer life. The fruit you are bearing today will shine for eternity.

We must remind the brethren to remain focused on their walk with Elohim, for it is in applying  the Word of Elohim to everything we do that we will reach the goal. I am confident the Ruach ha Qodesh will smile sweetly upon you as you do these things, my friend, and that you will maintain the faith regardless of your circumstances. While our discussions have included practical applications to many of the instructions we find in the Bible, I want to talk about the traits of a Disciple today; talk about those things which should "mark" us as different. It is in the doing of these things that our actions silently testify to the world that we are Elohim's children, and prove the truth of our sanctification in our loving Messiah.

I am staring at a list of adjectives that describe what a Disciple is supposed to be, and as I contemplate these matters I am confronted with the realities of our humanness. While I acknowledge the power of Elohim in our lives, which enables us to overcome all evil, I am also very realistic as I consider our human frailties, mannerisms and habits. Evil is like a violent vacuum, and it desires to suck us toward the wide path to destruction. Conversely, the Ruach ha Qodesh is blowing a gentle breeze toward the path of righteousness, and our senses must remain keen to His moving.

SPECIAL NOTE:
For a quick explanation of the NAMES used throughout The Letters, please click here...  For an in depth accounting of these matters though, please go to Letter #22.

Letter #17 continues here:

While anticipation for the return of Yahshuah heightens, and excitement for eternity future with our heavenly Father is to be expected, we need to patiently endure whatever Yahshuah asks of us for the time remaining. We must be prepared to live throughout whatever tribulation confronts us, and faithfully witness to this dying world. We must be prepared to sacrifice everything, including our lives, in order to serve Him. Together we will enter the kingdom of Elohim - together we will reign with Him - but together we must first prepare the bride to meet the Bridegroom.

In view of these things, I want to offer some thoughts for living in the world - today - as disciples of our Master Yahshuah. Just like the apostles and prophets who went before us, we must take up our shield and sword, put on the full armor of Elohim and stand firm against the forces of evil. We must also move toward the upward call of Elohim in Yahshuah, and, as we draw near to the conclusion of these studies, we must consider the fullness of the fact that Elohim desires great things for us, and that Elohim also desires great things from us. In His power, we will accomplish all of these things.

The first adjective on the page before me is a topic we have already discussed, but is worthy of multiple considerations: Humility. As I ponder the realities of humility [tc], however, my mind turns to the drive and competitiveness I have displayed throughout my life. While I know that as a disciple of Yahshuah, I am different today than I was in my youth, I still find pleasure in winning; I still have a desire to succeed. Where is the humility? Am I being humble when I always play to win? Am I humble when I push myself to achieve? Am I humble when I stand up against a false pastor, prophet or teacher, and know that I might have been gentler in my approach? Am I humble in defying the religious institutions? I am incapable of answering these questions, my friend. I am incapable of judging myself or anyone else.

Elohim tells us that as long as we are growing in faith and bearing the fruit of the Ruach, and as long as we are striving to live for Yahshuah, these other matters are insignificant - humility before Elohim is present.

I do find humility in my life whenever I bow to the throne of Elohim. I find it in my heart as I look into the faces of the people the Master has given me to witness to. I find it as I bow to the gifts the Ruach ha Qodesh has given His children. I find it whenever I consider this creation; how the hand of Elohim did all these things, and I cannot create anything. I find it as I consider you; the fact that you study the ramblings of another man who is striving to glorify Elohim. Somehow, the life of a disciple is to exemplify humility, and through our humble heart, Elohim finds us useful.

But how do we apply humility in the midst of tribulation, when we must confront an evil society? How do we maintain a humble heart when we know what awaits humanity at the end of the path they have chosen? How do we remain humble as we see the Antichrist spirit present throughout the world today, taunt the very Messiah we love? While we must hold our heads proudly before the jeers of our enemies, in our hearts we must be humble before Elohim. That is important! We are to be humble, in the same way Yahshuah was humble before the Chief Priest and Pontius Pilate. We are to remain humble as Yahshuah was humble - even to death. If they hated Him, they will hate us as well. If they persecuted Him, should we not anticipate the same? Do we offer ourselves to Elohim in pride, or humility? Paul said, "I have become all things to all men, that I may by all means save some" (1 Corinthians 9:22), and the humility of those words must impact us today.

Two other adjectives on the page are, Thankful [tc] and Content [tc]. We certainly know that a Disciple is to be these things, but how can we be thankful, when we are terminally ill and worry about the future care of our children? How can we be content when we are out of work and unable to find gainful employment? How can we be thankful when our spouse commits adultery and abandons us, or find contentment when our child is a drug addict? How can we be thankful when the pain and grief being experienced worldwide is increasing every day, and humanity is headed toward destruction?

Oh, Mathetes, being thankful and content surpasses circumstances. The Disciple of Yahshuah has the Ruach ha Qodesh abiding within, and can be thankful for all things, knowing that our suffering is neither unique nor everlasting. We can be content in all situations, knowing that Elohim desires us. We can be thankful at all times in the understanding of His predetermined plan for us, because Elohim has a special purpose for each and every one of us, and whatever happens is meant to accomplish that purpose. Somehow, through our faithful acceptance of His plan, we are able to glorify Him. We can be thankful for His predetermined plan that included the sacrifice of His Son for our souls, and we can be content in the knowledge of an eternity of joy prepared for us.

Scripture says, "In everything give thanks; for this is Elohim's will for you in Mashiach Yahshuah"  (1 Thessalonians 5:18), and then adds, "I will praise the name of Elohim with song, and will magnify Him with thanksgiving, and it will please YAHUAH better than an ox or a young bull with horns and hoofs" (Psalms 69:30-31). Elohim is glorified whenever we give thanks, in whatever circumstance we find ourselves, because our circumstances always fall within His will. In this alone we can be thankful, content and joyful.

Six months before my Dad died, I had the opportunity to travel back home for a visit. During my stay, I spoke with my family about the Messiah I had found, and one night, just before I had to leave, my Dad and I had an uninterrupted opportunity to share our thoughts. As we sat on the steps outside his house, I poured my heart out to him regarding the true Gospel, not the junk that had cluttered our lives, and he received Yahshuah as his Master and Messiah. That was the last time we spoke face to face. The next time I saw him, was in an intensive care unit, following surgery. He was incapable of talking, but we prayed. He died later that evening. I was, and remain, thankful for his salvation, and for the moments Elohim gave me to share Yahshuah with him. I was, and remain, content in knowing I will see him again in our Father's Kingdom. Praise the Master!

Being thankful to Elohim, content in His will, is solely a matter of faithful obedience. Not surprisingly, therefore, as I scan the list of adjectives before me, I find Obedient [tc] prominently displayed as descriptive of a Disciple. As children of Elohim, we can all respond with a nod at the mention of that word - obedience, but how do we really apply obedience daily in our lives? Are we obedient to Elohim when we knowingly deceive someone? Are we obedient when we curse somebody for the way they drive? Are we obedient when we don't study the Word of Elohim, or when we deny ourselves time to pray? Is our obedience displayed when we consistently place work ahead of family? Or is obedience a factor when we turn our backs to the poor, homeless, widowed and orphaned? Being thankful comes through acknowledging His presence and plan, and being content is a product of obeying that plan.

True obedience is blind, Mathetes. Obedience has to be blind! When we know something is true, everything that contradicts that truth must be removed from sight, sound or consideration. For example, we know Elohim created man in His image. True?  If true, how can a Disciple of Yahshuah ever explain racial or sexual bias or bigotry? Nonetheless, hatred between professing 'Christians' rages, on just these basis, and because of these prejudices, the name of Yahshuah is blasphemed.  Everything contradicting Elohim's truth must be rebuked, and in purity of heart we must blindly obey the will of our Master and Messiah.

Obedience is also faith in action, because only in faith can we please Him; only in faith can we overcome this world for His glory.

And the truth that obedience is faith in action brings us to another adjective describing a Disciple, because we are to be Faithful [tc].

It is a sad, but true, statement, that a very small percentage of professing 'Christians' really know what faith is. Inasmuch as faith exceeds all known limitations, how many of us are living as if we believe that? Are we faithful when we worry and fret? Does faith include double mindedness and complaining? Where is faith when we sit like robots in 'church' pews, and let others tell us what they believe Elohim wants us to hear? How is faith displayed when our laziness and apathy keep us from becoming politically active; even if that only means voting? Is faith displayed in electing unrighteous men and women to decision-making positions in the government, or is it present when we vote our wallets instead of our convictions? How is faith being shown in the abortion clinics? Is faith even being exercised in our prayers about these matters? If obedience is faith in action, how obedient have we been as children of Elohim?

Faith will be displayed once again though, my friend. As the world turns its hatred toward the Disciples of Yahshuah, which is inevitable, either faith or apostasy will be seen. Don't be deceived, and do not allow anyone to tell you differently - your faith will be tested, physically, mentally and spiritually. As we draw near to the return of our Messiah, the lines in the sand will become exceedingly evident, but we must not cross those lines. Although unrecognized, the world is seeing the Antichrist spirit quite clearly today, which necessitates that the world must also see true faith displayed by the Disciples of Yahshuah. While many are being deceived, the harvest shall come through our faithfulness, and Elohim will be glorified.

Elsewhere on my list I see the words, Integrity [tc]Honor [tc] and Truthfulness [tc], and I am again overwhelmed. The world is aflame with the mind-set to achieve - everything, anything, at all costs. Do the preachers and teachers within Babylon (the religious institutions) display integrity, honor and truthfulness, when their ambitions are empire building, program prioritization and financial gain? How many politicians can you name who exemplify the traits of integrity, honor and truthfulness? Do you know many industrial leaders who are concerned with these matters? How about employees and employers, is integrity, honor and truthfulness witnessed today in the work place? If the life of a Disciple is to exemplify these three traits, then where are the Disciples? Aren't there any Disciples of Yahshuah in the rolls of our industrial/political leadership, or in the rank and file of the employees of industry and government? Are we missing there too? Oh, the Master knows that we can find professing 'Christians' everywhere, but somehow they seem to reserve integrity, honor and truthfulness for Sunday mornings.  The world needs to see the EKKLESIA today, Mathetes, and that means that the Disciples of Yahshuah must stand firmly with integrity, honor and truthfulness.

As Yahshuah's Disciples deal one-on-one with people, these characteristics must be evident, regardless of whom those Disciples are dealing with, and regardless of the position or organization we are dealing from.  We must always maintain honor, truthfulness and integrity. In the last days, people's hearts will turn to Elohim, when the faithful and obedient children of Elohim remain constant in their walk - regardless of the cost. We are children of Elohim; we are heirs to the throne; we are a royal priesthood, how should we act toward the world?

As I browse the list further, I am confronted with Reverence [tc]Wholeheartedness [tc] and Submissiveness [tc], and again I consider the ills of society. Over three million people are imprisoned in the United States today, and even more criminals are running loose on society. How does that speak of a 'Christian' nation? Nearly fifty million unborn babies have been slaughtered in the United States since abortion was legalized. How does that witness to the unsaved world? The educational proficiency of our children slips every year. What sort of testimony will these children present to the world, when they cannot even read the Word of Elohim?

In the same newspaper, on the same day, two separate articles appeared, which really define the United States of America today: The first article declared: "EXPRESSIONS OF HATE RULED CONSTITUTIONAL", and goes on to say that the Supreme Court of New Jersey has found that, "expressions of hate, as offensive as they may be, are a constitutionally protected form of speech and cannot be banned by the government." The ACLU hailed the decision.

The second article declared: "SIGNED ABORTION BILL SOCKS IT TO PROTESTERS", and describes how anyone exercising their constitutional right of free speech and assembly in front of an abortion clinic, will face prison terms from six months to life, and fines of up to $250,000.00. An ACLU statement called the legislation, "A milestone in congressional protection for reproductive freedom."

Where are reverence, submissiveness and wholeheartedness to Elohim in our tolerance of these hypocrisies? How do we as a nation justify a life sentence for protesting abortion, while murderers, rapists and thieves freely walk the streets? I pray against these things, Mathetes, and ask you to join me in this vigil. Are we being reverent as we silently capitulate to extremists who are bent on destroying our nation? Are we wholehearted in our love of Elohim, as we remain apostate in our approach toward our local, state and federal government? Are we submitting to Elohim, as Elohim requires, in our spiritual and civic apostasy? Does our silence please our King?

Reverence - the fear of Elohim - is not laziness or apostasy. Reverence is applying every effort to please the One revered. Wholeheartedness, being single-minded and devout in our approach to the matters of Elohim, is extremely broad. Wherever we labor and whatever we do, we are to accomplish our assigned tasks wholeheartedly. Our Elohim expects His Disciples to represent Him wherever and whenever we can. Is He being represented today?

Submission, as we have already discussed, is never easy. As tribulation abounds, and as the return of our Messiah nears, we will be called upon to submit in ways we have never imagined. Don't forget, Mathetes, Elohim will always provide for His submissive servants. Even though we have been directed to submit to many authorities, we can never "cross the lines in the sand". If the Mark of the Beast is literal, we must not submit to the pressures of society, or to a materialistic spirit. We must never submit to evil.  As we assemble to glorify Elohim though, we can submit to Him and to each other. In this, Elohim will be glorified.

My list continues with expressions like, Prayerful [tc],  Seeking [tc] and Merciful [tc], and I recognize the mercy of Elohim as He allows me to seek Him and talk with Him. Yet, mercy received is void unless mercy is displayed. How will Elohim judge our apathy in light of the slaughter occurring in places like Kosovo, Rwanda, Ethiopia, Bosnia or America? How will Elohim view the testimony presented to the world by the Catholics and Protestants of Ireland, who profess to be 'Christian', but whose actions display pure hatred? People are being massacred around the world, and people are starving everywhere. Where is mercy?

We have already discussed the differences between mercy and pity, Mathetes, so we don't need to cover that again. But another question begging to be asked about mercy is, "If we prayerfully seek Elohim and find Him, and if in the finding we also find eternal salvation, how should we behave toward others who have yet discovered the truth"?  (See Matthew 18:21-35 as you ponder this matter).  Simply, only the children of Elohim, will ever hear the voice of Elohim. Yahshuah said, "My sheep will hear My voice" (John 10:27).  The rest - are not of Elohim, and will never hear Him!  Inasmuch as we can never judge another soul, we must approach each individual in prayer, with love and mercy in our heart, because those who will hear - will hear, and the remainder are dead already!  Truly, mercy must abound...

And, consider the power of prayer for a moment. The slaughter that is taking place around the world testifies that not many have really heard the Gospel of Yahshuah. Many do not know the Truth.  Therefore, the Disciples of Yahshuah must be in prayer for this world, seeking a merciful outpouring of Elohim's grace upon His heretofore deaf, dumb and blind children.  Victory only comes through prayer, and Yahshuah deserves a wondrous victory through His EKKLESIA.

My list also includes some adjectives that are unusual. Traits like Singing [tc]Productive [tc] and Joyful [tc], are to be evident in the life of a Disciple of Yahshuah. As I looked at these words, I was reminded of the dream I had about the crate with humanity inside. It is a strange association, to be sure, but as I considered these adjectives, my heart turned to the work that needs to be done, and I started to sing a song of praise.

Anyone who has ever experienced adrenaline rushing through his or her body will testify to its life changing affect. My time in Vietnam was laced with periods of extreme adrenal power, and, until I met Yahshuah, I had not experienced anything like it since. There have been times in my walk with Yahshuah though, that an opportunity to plant a seed about Him in someone's heart has excited me more than adrenaline. There have been other times, when Elohim allowed me to water a seed already planted by another brother or sister, and the excitement heightened. Then there were moments of harvest, when Elohim permitted me to participate in the repentance and rebirth of a soul. Adrenaline does not compare with these moments.

As I looked at the adjectives, singing, productive and joyful, I could not get past the crate with humanity because of anticipation in my heart for the work before us. I do not know how Elohim is going to assemble the surgical teams necessary to free the EKKLESIA from its bondage, I just know He will. I cannot imagine my involvement either. Yet as we work together in His harvest, I am certain that regardless of the circumstances, our hearts will be singing joyfully. We have become so engrossed in earning a living that we have forgotten what it means to live - to be truly productive. We are so intent on maintaining our lifestyles, that we have surrendered our joy. We are so involved in our status, we care more what others think, than what Elohim thinks, and because we have been deceived, there no longer remains a song in our heart.

World financial markets will be crashing soon, yet every Disciple of Yahshuah must be joyful. Wars and rumors of war will abound, and slaughter will increase, but the Disciples must sing the praise of Elohim. Hatred and bigotry will be commonplace, but His Disciples must remain steadfast in the fields, productive in the great harvest. Whenever we find ourselves downcast and foreboding, we must remember that Elohim wants us to be joyful, productive and singing.

Could there be a relationship between joy, singing and productivity, and faithful obedience? YES, unquestionably!

A few other adjectives that describe a Disciple are; Prepared [tc],  Enduring [tc] and Wise [tc],  and as I look at the definitions of these words, I run directly into the disease called apostasy. Apostasy is the desertion of one's faith. Apostasy certainly casts a shadow across the lines of wisdom, and undoubtedly causes failure and unpreparedness. Apostasy contradicts wisdom, stops us from being prepared and insures we are unable to endure. If "fear of YAHUAH is the beginning of wisdom," (Psalms 111:10) then defying YAHUAH is the path to error. If only the wise are spiritually prepared, then those in error are incapable of preparation. If endurance comes from Elohim, abandoning Elohim will certainly bring failure. Aren't these failures what we are witnessing in the world today?

The Word of Elohim says, "With regard to the coming of our Master Yahshuah Mashiach, and our gathering together to Him, that you may not be quickly shaken from your composure or be disturbed either by a spirit or a message or a letter as if from us, to the effect that the day of the Master has come. Let no one in any way deceive you, for it (the day of the Master) will not come unless the apostasy comes first, and the man of lawlessness is revealed, the son of destruction" (2 Thessalonians 2:1-3).

This passage speaks directly to preparation, endurance and wisdom:
Wisdom to discern truth from lies, and to know adequately the plan of Elohim.
Endurance to withstand tribulation - withstand the revealing of the "son of destruction", and to patiently wait for the coming of the Master.
Preparation, because much work must be accomplished before the day of the Master comes. The bride must be prepared to meet the Bridegroom.

Before discussing the last three adjectives that describe a Disciple: Being Dead to Self but alive to Yahshuah [tc]Being Imitators of Elohim [tc], and Loving [tc], I want to show you some other adjectives that describe what a Disciple is not. As we disciple and teach others about Yahshuah, it is important to remind each other about these deeds of the flesh and heart, Mathetes, because they stand against the holiness of Elohim. In so reminding them of these things, we must do so without judgment. Therefore, as each man and woman searches their heart regarding these matters, I offer this list without comment:
"For this is the will of Elohim, your sanctification; that is, that you abstain from sexual immorality, that each of you know how to possess his own vessel in sanctification and honor, not in lustful passion, like the Gentiles who do not know Elohim; and that no man transgress and defraud his brother in the matter because the Master is the avenger in all these things, just as we also told you before and solemnly warned you. For Elohim has not called us for the purpose of impurity, but in sanctification. Consequently, he who rejects this is not rejecting man but the Elohim who gives His Ruach ha Qodesh to you" (1 Thessalonians 4:3-8).
"Now flee from youthful lusts, and pursue righteousness, faith, love and peace, with those who call on the Master from a pure heart. But refuse foolish and ignorant speculations, knowing that they produce quarrels. And the Masters bondservant must not be quarrelsome, but be kind to all, able to teach, patient when wronged, with gentleness correcting those who are in opposition" (2 Timothy 2:22-25).
"But now you also, put them all aside: anger, wrath, malice, slander, and abusive speech from your mouth. Do not lie to one another" (Colossians 3:8-9).
"Therefore, putting aside all malice and all guile and hypocrisy and envy and all slander, like newborn babes, long for the pure milk of the word, that by it you may grow in respect to salvation" (1 Peter 2:1-2).
"By no means let any of you suffer as a murderer, or thief, or evildoer, or a troublesome meddler" (1 Peter 4:15).
"Everyone who practices sin also practices lawlessness; and sin is lawlessness" (1 John 3:4).
"Do not imitate what is evil, but what is good" (3 John 11).
"Now the deeds of the flesh are evident, which are: immorality, impurity, sensuality, idolatry, sorcery, enmities, strife, jealousy, outbursts of anger, disputes, dissension's, factions, envying, drunkenness, carousing, and things like these, of which I forewarn you just as I have forewarned you that those who practice such things shall not inherit the kingdom of Elohim" (Galatians 5:19-21).
"But realize this, that in the last days difficult times will come. For men will be lovers of self, lovers of money, boastful, arrogant, revilers, disobedient to parents, ungrateful, unholy, unloving, irreconcilable, malicious gossips, without self-control, brutal, haters of good,  treacherous, reckless, conceited, lovers of pleasure rather than lovers of Elohim; holding to a form of godliness, although they have denied its power; and avoid such men as these" (2 Timothy 3:1-5).

In case you were not aware, Mathetes, the sorcery in Galatians 5:20 is the Greek word PHARMAKEIA, from which we get the word, pharmaceutical. It is used four times in the New Testament, and each use speaks specifically of drug use, drug abuse and drug trafficking. See Revelation 9:21, 18:23 and 21:8. (And many do not think Elohim's Word is relevant today!!!)

"But the fruit of the Ruach is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law" (Galatians 5:22-23), and for these things we must be known.

As we have discovered throughout these letters, my friend, Yahshuah has won the spiritual battle. In these last days, therefore, we must provide evidence of His victory to the world. That is our function as ambassadors and Disciples of Yahshuah, and that is the power and authority He has given us.

Finally then, the list of adjectives describing a Disciple, includes the phrases: Being Dead to Self but alive to Yahshuah [tc]Being Imitators of Elohim [tc], and Loving [tc]. And here is where everything we have discussed so far finds rest.

Being dead to self but alive to Yahshuah is certainly submission on the grandest scale. Is there a price too high for immortality? What is eternal joy and happiness worth? Yahshuah says, die to self and live for Me, and I will give you all these and more. We either believe that or not. Is it easy though, to be dead to self? Let me answer that this way:

If I put my hand near a fire, my natural reaction is to recoil from the flame, protecting the life of the nerves and surrounding tissue. A drowning person will push anything near them, down into the water, in their attempt to clamber upward toward air and life. The natural inclination of all life is to live. Yahshuah said, "He who has found his life shall lose it, and he who has lost his life for My sake shall find it" (Matthew 10:39). Spiritually speaking, therefore, everything our natural tendency dictates as true, about living and dying, is in fact a lie. Our every inclination is for self-preservation, but Yahshuah says we must lose our life for His sake, in order to have eternal life with Him. So, is it easy to be dead to self? No, it goes against everything we think is right.

Ephesians 4:15 speaks directly to this point, for therein Elohim says, "we are to grow up in all aspects unto Him." If we are growing "unto Him," we cannot be growing "unto self". The maturity of a Disciple comes as we fully die to self in Him, because our eternal life is in Yahshuah.

Whenever I pray to draw nearer to Elohim, He allows it. Funny thing about the process though - it's painful. What we imagine to be pleasant, getting nearer to Elohim, initially sends us into spiritual shock. The only way we can draw near to Elohim is to die to self. Every time a part of me dies, I recoil; I pull back. I hate that! Oh, I can look back at the road I've traveled and see parts of me laying here and there, but an honest look in any mirror shows a lot of Larry still exists. Am I giving up though? Absolutely not! I want to see more of Yahshuah in the mirror, and I trust Him to help me make that happen. Fortunately, Elohim will never test us beyond what we are able to endure, and this includes the pain of death. As we seek to draw nearer, He paces our growth in Him (death to self) at a rate that not only pleases Him, but also allows us to survive spiritually. The faithful in Yahshuah will eventually draw so near, Elohim will personally place us upon His lap and dry our tears. I can die for that!

Another thing I notice as I look back at my life with Yahshuah though, are those moments when I really imitated Him. So, so sweet are those scenes of righteousness, holiness, faithfulness and power. And so, so rare! I can see the fruit of the Ruach, but I am not so blind that I do not also recognize the deeds of the flesh. We can only hope the deeds of the flesh will be less frequent and the fruit of the Ruach more prominent, because that is what bearing fruit means.

Discipleship, dying to self and living for Yahshuah, and imitating Elohim, are a process. I am unable to determine when any part of me dies, because its final death is imperceptible. As we determine to be Disciples, however, we imitate Yahshuah as we surrender our self to Him. Over time, portions of us simply fade away. Giving up smoking for Him was a type of dying for me. Although I know the day I quit, I do not know when I overcame my dependency of nicotine. Not smoking has become as much a part of me today though, as smoking once was.  Amazing transformations are possible in Him, and we are called to be transformed!

And then there is love. I remember saying in one of my first letters, that I could not conceive a letter that did not, in some way, speak of Elohim's love. Has that standard been maintained? Oh Mathetes, if only the world could see the fullness of Elohim's love. Sadly though, the crucifixion of our Messiah is a blur to most people today.

I remember telling you about the time I sat with a cousin and my brother, about two days after our Dad had died, and I tried to discuss Yahshuah with them. They could not understand my attitude about my Dad's death, and I tried to explain his salvation to them also. I knew where he was and I knew I would see him again. I was saddened by his departure, but I was not mortified. They could not grasp what I was saying. It was not time.

They laughed as I spoke - and I prayed. I listened as they ridiculed my words, but I praised my Elohim in heaven. At one point, my brother said something in his jesting that I will never forget. He laughingly pointed at me and declared, "You're shining. You radiate a glow around you. You're going crazy with all of this stuff." After a while I excused myself from the table, drove to an Aunt's house where I was staying, and cried. I knew the love of Elohim had been displayed for them, but they could not accept it.

We are capable of representing Yahshuah, Mathetes - He said so! Not only that, He wants us to represent Him here. He gives us gifts, talents and abilities to accomplish the task. As we draw near to Him, we will begin to reflect Him back to the world. As we die to self, Elohim will be glorified and magnified, and in our dying to self, we will truly find life.

Consider Moses, having to hide under the veil. We are children of Elohim. Elohim is love. We must become as He is. We must imitate Him. We too, therefore, are to be love. The veil has been removed through Yahshuah, and we are free to display the fullness of Elohim's love for humanity whenever we choose. Power and proclamation are fulfilled in love. The veil was miraculously removed for my brother and cousin on that day, and my prayer is that it will be removed for them permanently - today.

"Love is patient, love is kind, and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant, does not act unbecomingly; it does not seek its own, is not provoked, does not take into account a wrong suffered, does not rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails" (1 Corinthians 13:4-8).

This is what Elohim says love is. It is a far cry from what mankind understands it to be. Love is not romance or sex. Love is not compassion or pity. "Elohim is love" (1 John 4:8). We are to imitate Elohim.

As you consider the adjectives I have listed in this letter, Mathetes, seek guidance from the Ruach ha Qodesh, and review your life. Humbly acknowledge His holiness and your desire to imitate Him. Confess those areas that miss the mark, but do so rejoicingly, knowing that Elohim forgives.  Our Master wants all these things to be evident in our life, but He knows that growth is not immediate.  If we are progressing in our walk, faithfully abiding as He directs, then the fruit of the Ruach is evident, Elohim is glorified and we can have peace in our faithfulness.

We have found the will of Elohim, and in the finding of His will we can ask for fulfillment. And, we can anticipate and strive for the power and authority that is forthcoming to attain that fulfillment. We are His children. He will not deny us any good thing, ever!

May His love, peace and joy abound in your life, and may your spirit rejoice as you imitate Yahshuah in all power and authority.

I remain faithfully your brother in Yahshuah our Messiah and Master,



larry vosen

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Topical concordance:

Born again: (Apply along with: Dead to self, alive to Yahshuah).
Old Testament: 1 Samuel 10:6; Psalms 143 (all); Ezekiel 18:31-32 (A).

New Testament: Matthew 12:43-45, 16:24-27, 18:3-4; Mark 2:20-21, 10:15; John 3:1-8, 8:31- 32, 12:24-26, 15:1-2; Romans 6:17-18; 2 Corinthians 5:17-20; Galatians 2:20, 5:24-25; Ephesians 4:15,20-32, 5:7-10; Colossians 2:13-14, 3:3-11; 2 Timothy 1:7; Philemon 1:10-11; Hebrews 12:7-13; 1 Peter 1:3,23, 2:24; 1 John 3:9-10,14, 4:4.

Contentment:
Old Testament: Psalms 37:7, 145:7-21; Proverbs 15 (all); Ecclesiastes 2:24, 4:6, 6:9, 7:14; Habakkuk 3:17-19.

New Testament: 1Corinthians 7:17-24; 1Timothy 6:6-8; Titus 6:6; Hebrews 13:5-7; 1 Peter 1:1.

Dead to self, alive to Mashiach: (Also see Born again).
Old Testament: Numbers 17:13; Psalms 45:10-12, 116:15; Daniel 3 (all).

New Testament: Matthew 10:34-39, 16:24-27; Acts 20:24; Philippians 3:7-16; 2 Timothy 2:3-5.

Endurance/Perseverance:
Old Testament: Psalms 37 (all), 138 (all); Jeremiah 32:40; Hosea 12:6.

New Testament: Matthew 10:22; Romans 8:37-39; 1 Corinthians 1:8; 2 Corinthians 1:21; Galatians 6:9; 1 Thessalonians 5:21; 2 Thessalonians 2:15; 2 Timothy 2:1-3,10-12; Hebrews 12:1-17; James 1:4,12,25; Revelation 2-3 (all).

Faithfulness:
Old Testament: Exodus 14:14; Numbers 14:8-9; Psalms 37 (all), 101 (all), 107 (all); Isaiah 58 (all); Jeremiah (all).

New Testament: Mark 9:23, 11:22-26; 2 Corinthians 13:5; Galatians 2:16-21; 2 Thessalonians 1:3; Philemon 1:6; Hebrews 11 (all); James 1:27.

Honor:
New Testament: Romans 2:7; 2 Corinthians 8:21; Philippians 4:8; Hebrews 5:4, 13:8.

Humility:
Old Testament: Numbers 12:3; Psalms 37:11, 113 (all), 138 (all), 145:14-16; Proverbs 11:2, 15:33, 16:19, 22:4, 25:6-7; Isaiah 66:1-3; Jeremiah (all) see 45:5; Daniel 4:37, 9:3; Micah 6:6-9; Zephaniah 2:1-3.

New Testament: Matthew 5:5, 18:2-4, 19:25-28, 20:26, 23:2-12; Luke 14:8-11, 18:14; John 13:5-15, 17:4-5; Acts 14:9-19, 18:24-26; Romans 12:1-3, 10, 16; 2 Corinthians 3:1-6, 4:44-11, 7:6, 10:12-13,18, 12:9, 13:9; Ephesians 4:1-2; Philippians 2:3-10; Colossians 3:12; 1 Timothy 5:10; Hebrews 5:1-2; James 2:1, 4:6-10; 1 Peter 3:8-12, 5:5-7.

Imitators of Elohim:
New Testament: Ephesians 5:1; 1 Thessalonians 1:6, 2:14-16, 5:4-8; 2 Thessalonians 3:7-9; 1 Timothy 4:12-16; Hebrews 6:12; 2 Peter 1:4-11, 3:10-14; 1 John 1:6-7, 2:6.

Integrity:
Old Testament: Deuteronomy 16:19; Psalms 15(all), 24:1-6, 26(all); Proverbs (all); Micah 6:8.

New Testament: Romans 12:1-2; 2 Corinthians 6:17, 7:2; Philippians 4:8; 1 Thessalonians 2:10-12; 1 Peter 2:4-12.

Joyful:
Old Testament: 1 Chronicles 15:16; Psalms (Throughout) see, 21:1-6, 126 (all); Proverbs (Throughout); Isaiah 51:7-11, 52:7-10, 56:6-8.

New Testament: Matthew 25:14-23; Acts 8:4-8; 2 Corinthians (all), 8:1-3; 1 Peter 1:3-9; 1 John 1:1-4.

Loving:
Old Testament: Leviticus 19:34; Deuteronomy 10:19; Psalms (all); Proverbs (all).

New Testament: Matthew 22:37-39; Mark 12:30-33; Luke 6:31-35; John 13:34, 15:12; Romans 12:9-21; 1 Corinthians 13:1-8, 16:13-14; Galatians 5:13-14; Ephesians 5:2,25-27; 1 Thessalonians 3:12; 1 John 4:7-8; 1 Peter 4:8.

Mercy:
Old Testament: Exodus 25 (all); Psalms (all); Proverbs (all), Isaiah 63:9; Micah 6:8.

New Testament: Matthew 5:7, 23:23; Luke 6:36, 9:22-24; Romans 9 (all), 12:8; Colossians 3:12-13; Hebrews 9:5; James 2:13; 1 Peter 1:3-2:10.

Obedience:
Old Testament: Leviticus 19:36-37, 20:22; Deuteronomy (all); 1 Samuel 15:22-23; 2 Kings 17:37; Ezra 7:23; Psalms 106 (all); Ecclesiastes 12:13; Jeremiah 38:20; Daniel 7:27.

New Testament: Luke 11:28; Romans 6:17; Ephesians 6:6-8; Philippians 2:5-18; 1 Timothy 6:14-18; 2 Timothy 1:7; James 1:22, 2:10; 1 Peter 1:14.

Prayerful:
Old Testament: Psalms 37:3-7, 116:1-2; Isaiah 44:24-26.

New Testament: Colossians 4:2; 1 Timothy 2:1-8; James 5:13-18.

Prepared:
Old Testament: Daniel 6:5.

New Testament: Matthew 25:1-13; Luke 12:35-40; 2 Timothy 2:15.

Productive/Efficient:
New Testament: Ephesians 5:15-17; Titus 3:8-9.

Reverent:
Old Testament: Psalms (all); Proverbs (all); Isaiah 45:9.

New Testament: 1 Peter 1:17-19.

Righteous:
Old Testament: Psalms (all); Hosea (all); Micah 6:8.

New Testament: Matthew 5:10,13-20,48: Mark 4:24; Luke 16:1-13; Romans 6:4, 13:13; 1 Corinthians 15:33-34; 2 Corinthians 6:1-10; Ephesians 4:1-3; Philippians 1:9-11,27-29; Colossians 1:21-23; 1 Thessalonians 1:6-7; 1 Timothy 4:8-9.

Seeking:
Old Testament: 1 Chronicles 16:11; Psalms 105:4; Proverbs 2:1-5; Isaiah 26:8; Amos (all); Zephaniah 2:3.

New Testament: Matthew 6:25-34; Colossians 3:1-2; Hebrews 11:6; Revelation 22:17.

Singing:
Old Testament: Psalms 5:11-12, 27:6, 147:7; Jeremiah 31:7.

New Testament: Ephesians 5:19-20; Philippians 4:4-9.

Submissive:
Old Testament: Joshua 4:1-10.

New Testament: Titus 3:1-2; Hebrews 13:17; James 4:7.

Thankful:
Old Testament: Psalms 7:17, 9:1-6, 30:10-12, 50(all), 57:7-11, 75(all), 97:10-12, 100(all), 106:1, 107(all), 116-117(all), 119(all), 136(all), 138(all), 140(all); Ecclesiastes 7:14; Jonah 2:9.

New Testament: Acts 24:2-3; Philippians 4:6,11-13; Colossians 1:9-12, 3:15-17, 4:2; 1 Timothy 6:6-12.

Truthful:
Old Testament: Psalms 117(all); Jonah 2:9; Zechariah 8:16-17.

New Testament: John 3:2,20-21, 16:13-14, 17:17; 2 Corinthians 13:5-11; Ephesians 4:25-32; Colossians 3:9; Hebrews 6:17-20; 3 John 1:3-4.

Wholehearted:
Old Testament: Joshua 24:15.

New Testament: Matthew 19:27-30.

Wise:
Old Testament: Job 28:12-19, 32:9; Proverbs (all), 2:1-20, 3:13-26, 7:4

New Testament: Matthew 7:24-25; 1 Corinthians 2:6-10, 13:11; Ephesians 5:15-17; Colossians 4:5-6; James 3:13-17

Other significant passages:
Old Testament: Psalms 119(all); Hosea (all).

New Testament: Ephesians 4:14-16; Colossians 3:8-17; 1 Thessalonians 3:11-13, 4:1-8; 2 Timothy 2:24-26; Titus 2:2-13; 1 Peter 1:14-16, 2:1-3, 4:15-16; 1 John 3:4-11; 3 John 1:11.

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